Whats going on with my body?
I was about ready to throw in the towel a few days ago!! Have you ever been there or done that? As I stated in past writings on my health journal I have tried many attempts to lose weight and when one wouldn’t work I’d go to another and so forth and so on! Does this sound familiar ? well It seems to have been my pattern for the past 40 years!! MAN!! How can a person diet all their life and be at peace with their self?
Let me tell you Its not been easy! The past month I have bumped my work outs up harder and longer for 6-8 days straight and watched what I was eating, or so I thought.
I jumped on the scale at my weight meetings and ANOTHER GAIN!!! How can this be I was instantly in tears full blown ;like I’m done what’s the use, why I’m I here and what’s the damn point!!! Yup that’s right ME!! The one that writes about how to succeed and cheering you all on! I felt like a complete failure and so so tired mentally and physically that day. With in a few minutes after facing the dreaded scale MY Leader noticed my distress and came to the rescue; We talked ,cried, and embraced while coming up with a plan of action. You see I thought I was doing everything right, tracking my food I ate and doing my workouts and tracking my steps etc, well their were a few little things that contributed to my 1.2 gain of this week and the gain the week before and the stand stills.
So the Plan is to track everything that goes into my mouth! weigh my food, and that includes what I drink. So this all got me thinking more I’m I really doing the program right?? Honestly?? NO. I was not measuring the butter, weighing the meat, drinking enough water, drinking more pop! Did you notice the RED Light come on?? Yup. Me too!
Drink half of what you weigh in water!! A DAY! that’s 80-90 oz for me!! ok I can do that plus I’ll get more steps back and forth to the bathroom! Yeah me!
I know now the best way to be successful is to be honest with yourself and the plan, and I thought I was doing alright, but was taking too many short cuts which lead to the gains and stand stills!! We shall see next Wednesday.
I (we) have to remember their are other victories besides the scale(numbers) and believe me that’s hard to swallow!! My cloths getting looser, tummy going down, more energy and little things like that are also victories . We all get use to seeing the numbers game and then its hard to recognize the other!
Spring is coming! Hold your head up and keep fighting the fight!! ( I’m telling myself this also). This page is for my success as much is it written to help you all succeed!!
WE are all in this journey together and will succeed with help of each other, family, friends or who ever leads you guides and walks beside you!
We can do this y’all